home sweet home?

well, i've made it to greenville, all safe and sound. my first day here has been interesting that's for sure. between getting our room settled and trying to see old friends, i feel like i've been all over the place, but have actually not been anywhere.

my feelings have changed greatly throughout the day. earlier i was happy to finally be here (after a whole summer of not wanting to come back), but was nervous about how we were going to get the room settled. then i changed from being happy about how the room was coming and excited about seeing everyone, and getting back in the swing of things. now i'm more in between. i like our room but i'm nervous about the setup of the house and house dynamics. like i was brushing my teeth in the bathroom and thinking "i'm going to be using this bathroom for the next 9 months. can i make it in here that long?" i'm going to have to. and i'm a little sad cause a lot of my friends live in other places and i'm afraid that i'm going to get left out and dropped out of getting called more than normal (which i have to say happens on a somewhat regular basis when i'm here). it's just going to be an adjustment. i think it'll be made easier when my other roommate arrives. as i was driving around town today i was just thinking how much nicer it would be if she was here.

also, i decided that since i'm in such a funny mood i needed a template that would make me happy. this one does. it's bright and cheery and i suppose you could say it reminds me of spring or being home or something to that nature.

i can't wait to be totally settled here and easy going about things like i like to be. i need to listen to some happy music.

lost in a sea of change.
- corrie