more & less.

i want more. and less. all at the same time. more of some things, and less of others.

more.
- i want to write more. everywhere. here, in my journal, and in general. right now i mostly want to write more here. i just spent the last half hour or so, i think, going back and reading old entries from the beginning and end of summer. it started with wanting to look at some pictures that i'd posted from the track season, and led me to reading all the entries from that whole month, then ones i wrote at the end of summer concerning similar places.
- i want to swear more. i realize that this isn't exactly a good thing, but something i want to do increasingly more lately. today there were a number of times when i was thinking things that i wanted to say and every other world was a "bad word," for lack of a better term. i even wanted to say words that i haven't had a strong desire to say in a long time. very odd.
- i want to be more happy. it's not that i'm not happy, i just think that i could be happier.
- i want to talk more with people who know me better than anyone else.
- i want more people to know the parts of me that no one else knows.
- i want more time to myself. or with people who i don't know well, but want to get to know more.
- i want to sleep more.

less.
- i want less to do with drama. and people who have drama in their lives. and those who create drama in their lives. some people are so dramatic, and don't even realize it. makes me want to swear at them.
- i want to be less annoyed/stressed out about things concerning this semester/year. including chapel credits, and cor401.
- i want to be less sappy.

my less list is pretty short. i feel like there's more (ha), but i can't think of it now.

i want to see sherwood more.
- corrie