stupid.

why do i get my hopes up? i'm not sure. i try to have low expectations about things that i really want, or at least i say that i do. inside i hope for more though. why? i don't know. sometimes i wish that things could be in my timing. wouldn't that be nice? too bad it's not how it works. i know that good things are coming up for me, even though i don't know what they are yet. i'm being anxious and impatient. pushing for something that isn't ready to happen yet. i'm running out of things to say about this wall that i'm continually running into. i suppose that the real issue is that i can't let go. something so simple can be so difficult.

can i be patient long enough for the good to come?
- corrie