up and down.
my emotions about being back at school are currently all over the place. one hour i'm feeling great and having a good time and then the next i'm frustrated and sick of a lot of it. what's bothering me? let me tell you.
well, i'm sick of greenville and relationships and how everyone feels the need to discuss them. i mean seriously. i've been here just a few days and i've already had multiple conversations with multiple people about a number of relationship issues. who broke up with who over the summer (actually a large number). who got married over the summer (another large number). "this is how i fell about this guy" blah blah blah. it's all so lame. bear in mind that it's not like i don't have conversations of similar topics with friends at home, i do, but they aren't the same. it really actually makes me sick. my solution? avoid it at all costs. maybe not all costs, but i'm going to make an attempt to remove myself from those conversations and/or direct them in other directions. the women of greenville do not need to be talking about these things so much! it's a waste of time. (note: i believe that it is also an issue for the guys based on a brief conversation i had with someone earlier.)
also, my whole living situation is up and down. i think that it's getting better and then it gets worse and i'm just not sure how to handle the whole thing. we have so much stuff in our room. that is the main issue at the moment. stuff and no where to put it. i'd like to think that i'm not contributing to this dilemma however i did bring a couple of large items (like a chair and bean back) but they are community items. shoving three girls into this room may have been a bad idea. and speaking of the three girls in here, i'm worried that things aren't going to go so smoothly with that. i'm feeling certain ways, and feeling bad about that, but then something will happen that makes me feel the same first feeling again. it's a vicious cycle.
all of these feelings typically come to a head right before i'm about to go to bed. so then i go to bed in an irritated mood. i don't think it's exactly healthy for to have these feelings every night for the last 4 nights, and for how many more to come.
i don't know if you could call me homesick because i don't mind being in this location, but i miss how things are at home. the midwest is just so different and people have so many different perceptions about things.
i wanted something different and here i am.
- corrie
well, i'm sick of greenville and relationships and how everyone feels the need to discuss them. i mean seriously. i've been here just a few days and i've already had multiple conversations with multiple people about a number of relationship issues. who broke up with who over the summer (actually a large number). who got married over the summer (another large number). "this is how i fell about this guy" blah blah blah. it's all so lame. bear in mind that it's not like i don't have conversations of similar topics with friends at home, i do, but they aren't the same. it really actually makes me sick. my solution? avoid it at all costs. maybe not all costs, but i'm going to make an attempt to remove myself from those conversations and/or direct them in other directions. the women of greenville do not need to be talking about these things so much! it's a waste of time. (note: i believe that it is also an issue for the guys based on a brief conversation i had with someone earlier.)
also, my whole living situation is up and down. i think that it's getting better and then it gets worse and i'm just not sure how to handle the whole thing. we have so much stuff in our room. that is the main issue at the moment. stuff and no where to put it. i'd like to think that i'm not contributing to this dilemma however i did bring a couple of large items (like a chair and bean back) but they are community items. shoving three girls into this room may have been a bad idea. and speaking of the three girls in here, i'm worried that things aren't going to go so smoothly with that. i'm feeling certain ways, and feeling bad about that, but then something will happen that makes me feel the same first feeling again. it's a vicious cycle.
all of these feelings typically come to a head right before i'm about to go to bed. so then i go to bed in an irritated mood. i don't think it's exactly healthy for to have these feelings every night for the last 4 nights, and for how many more to come.
i don't know if you could call me homesick because i don't mind being in this location, but i miss how things are at home. the midwest is just so different and people have so many different perceptions about things.
i wanted something different and here i am.
- corrie
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