grr.

okay. so there's this concert tomorrow at ucsb that i want to go to, but am lacking a friend to go with. the current debate that is raging in my mind is do i go without anyone, to a campus that i barely know, where i don't really know anyone, or do i not go and be bummed that i didn't go. i don't know what to do. i don't like not going to things that i really want to go to, because then i feel like i've missed out on an experience that would have been great had i just gone. typically this occurs because i feel remotely anti-social, and don't want to go out with people. now here i am, feeling fairly social and have no one to go with. this is similar to agape, however, i knew that if i went to that then i would know people there and wouldn't be alone. plus, its like 2 minutes from campus. ucsb on the other hand is a 45 minute drive, alone, then a concert alone, which isn't as much fun as with people. ugh. this sucks.

annoyed and stuck.
- corrie