a first!

lately i've been overwhelmed by all the relationships and engagements and weddings on the horizon, and to an extent i still am. it has been bothering me less lately, as i'm getting used to the new ones that have arisen, and no more new ones have popped up in a few weeks.

i like going to weddings, and i've been planning to go to two this summer. weddings are enjoyable events (more so when you aren't expected to bring a "guest" which is another topic all together, and i want to keep this post happy so i won't even get started on it), but lately i've been saying this phrase a lot: "always a guest never even a bridesmaid." which is 100% true. to date i have never been in anyone's wedding. i have friends who have been in a ton of weddings but never me. today that changed. my good friend mandi got engaged 3 weeks ago, and today she asked christine and myself to be in her wedding. i am super excited! i hadn't exactly been expecting it, so it was a nice surprise. i will be one of nine bridesmaids (so many!), and will be wearing a pink dress, and that's pretty much all i know for now. it's going to be a blast though.

could a more of a change be coming soon?
- corrie